Monday, October 12, 2009

Another year...time for resolution(s)

It's my 32nd Birthday today. There were plans to celebrate this last weekend but due to illness had to be postponed. I am not upset about that, it can't be helped. It just seems sometimes that when I get my hopes up for something good the Universe comes and says "Not now". My pain got bad on Saturday and continued to be bad on Sunday. Then, when taking the trash out and finding the elevator wasn't working, I fell down the stairs face first. Luckily the trash cushioned some of the fall but I am bruised and swollen. It messed with my balance and set off a chain reaction in my body tiggering ALL my painful pressure points until I got back to the apartment and fell asleep. I am sore today but better. I went to work (although I was given the chance to stay home with pay) just so I could be around people and not completely alone on my birthday. I mean, there is my brother but he is at home asleep most of the day and because he is sick, he is trying to rest up.

So as I look back on another passing year I try to make my resolutions for the upcoming year. Better to make them now then in January with everyone else.
1. Be Happy (OK so specifically: have a positive mind set that allows me to be happy the majority of the time and not dwelling on the negative things that happen to me)
2. Find someone (friends as well as a romantic partner. Someone who was meant for me. Someone who treats me the way I deserve to be treated, no exceptions, no excuses)
3. Work on my body (keep up with my doctor visits, medications, working out and good eating habits.)
4. Get back to school!
5. Reconnect with family and friends (I see so little of my loved ones that I need to make that a priority)

I have pray on all of these on a continuous basis but now I need to implement some action. I want this coming year to be memorable (in a good way). I know that things will work out the way they should, God has a plan for me and maybe I'll know what it is and maybe I'll never know what it is but I have faith that He will steer my life in the right direction.

Bon Anniversaire et Moi!

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